This is the beginning of an amazing journey. I want to give you the most valuable gift. I want to give you freedom from your old reality and from the self. I help you to become a Nezman. Nezman is the king of his or her universe. Nezman has no fear, regret, or shame. He or she is full of love for self and others.
This blog belongs to those who want to question everything and rebuild their belief systems brick by brick on the most reliable foundations. Those who want to understand how their personal reality (their personal universe) is constructed. Nez was my teacher. I share with you his ideas through a blog format. My attitude toward you is pure love the same way that Nez' attitude was toward me. This is a zero-sum game though. Only those who make it to the peak of this mountain will benefit from the blog's teachings. If you do not have time, focus, and hunger for it, do not step in this path. You will need open-mindedness, perseverance, focus, and intelligence to reach there and become the master of your own reality. It is not a part-time job, and not many would be able to reach there. To benefit the most, readers need to familiarize themselves with the definitions of certain words that are used in this blog (in definition section).

9/21/2018

Your Universe Is Only Yours

Particles and small components of matter and energy have preferences, but without consciousness, preferences  have no meaning. A landscape without an observer has no meaning. The observer feels the beauty or ugliness of that landscape. The qualities felt by an observer gives value to the landscape. The feeler's preferences (or judgement center's preferences) are the only values in the universe.
Every W1 or W2 composition has a meaning or value relative to the preferences of a conscious observer. In other words, the existence of preference is in relation to those compositions that give them their relative value and meaning. The similarity of observers who are looking at the same composition creates similar values. If observers are not similar, they cannot experience similar meanings and values.
The problem is that we assume everyone else feels the same as we do (when looking at a composition). We are so lost in our own experiences that we forget our viewpoint is just one viewpoint (the one created by our feeler rooting in to our unique W1 and W2 bodies) among many. We think that we understand other people’s inner experiences, and we do not realize how much the way we see the world is influenced by our W1 and W2 bodies. We can imagine and feel a world without ourselves, but such a world does not exists. Our unique universes die as we die. The unique realities that we are experiencing ends with us. Without a feeler, the universe has no value in itself.
Our sensations, our experiences, and our constructed realities hinge on our unique W1 and W2 bodies. Our algorithm of feeler is constantly evaluating our W1 and W2 input to give rise to our stream of realities and our unique preferences. Many of us mistakenly assume that others also have the same preferences as ours. Life does not have the same meaning for no two individuals.

Lion Syndrome: Contradictions of Being a King


Beauty and ugliness are intertwined. This is a hidden truth. They need each other. Being a king is difficult, but remaining a king is even more difficult. A king has many extreme contradictory emotions simultaneously. He loves and hates everyone. He trusts a few and suspicious of everyone including his own family. A king also inspires contradictory emotions in others. Everyone admires him, yet everyone is jealous of him and secretly hates him for what he has.
A king has no regret. No one on earth or even in heavens judges him. The king is a rare species. He sees himself different and superior. All inferior species are just means to an end for him. His superiority justifies his exploitation of others even their suffering or their demise. He can use everything or everyone and sacrifice everything for himself, yet he justifies his doings as fulfillment of his duty toward a greater good.
Though without such attitude, a king cannot remain a king for long.
There are both beauty and ugliness in being a king. Your preferences and needs lie before anyone else. You are the most selfish and the most selfless. You have the power to create beauty (much greater of your ugliness).  It us your strength that allows you to create beautiful meanings. Only a king can give. Only a king can forgive. Only a king can spread the habit of beauty creating to subordinates.
Democracy leads to plutocracy, and plutocracy to dictatorship (or perhaps an assembly of wolves that eventually one of them evolve to become a ferocious lion). Having kings is inevitable. But only the rarest kings can create more beauty than ugliness.