This is the beginning of an amazing journey. I want to give you the most valuable gift. I want to give you freedom from your old reality and from the self. I help you to become a Nezman. Nezman is the king of his or her universe. Nezman has no fear, regret, or shame. He or she is full of love for self and others.
This blog belongs to those who want to question everything and rebuild their belief systems brick by brick on the most reliable foundations. Those who want to understand how their personal reality (their personal universe) is constructed. Nez was my teacher. I share with you his ideas through a blog format. My attitude toward you is pure love the same way that Nez' attitude was toward me. This is a zero-sum game though. Only those who make it to the peak of this mountain will benefit from the blog's teachings. If you do not have time, focus, and hunger for it, do not step in this path. You will need open-mindedness, perseverance, focus, and intelligence to reach there and become the master of your own reality. It is not a part-time job, and not many would be able to reach there. To benefit the most, readers need to familiarize themselves with the definitions of certain words that are used in this blog (in definition section).

8/19/2020

Most Emotions Betray You.

Most emotions betray you as they distort L2 lenses. Emotions are like earthquakes to the castle of thoughts that make it hard to repair it by putting brick on brick. They do not let you concentrate and organize your thoughts.
Negative emotions are alarms that tell us something is wrong about W2 body. They tell you that Le1-Le5 Scenarios of pain and suffering are hovering inside the bubble.
Though Nezman experiences positive emotions most of the times, they can blind a person by empowering L3 lenses to the extent that L2 lenses are distorted.

Wanting (Having Desires) Is Natural and Healthy.

Life gives rise to a conscious state of wanting. Not being conscious is possible, but non-existence is out of the question. Even after death the composition of a physical body has certain natural tendencies. It turns to energy, other molecules, and atoms. 

Wanting is the essence of both living and being . Even non-living things have tendencies. Every physical particle and atom has certain tendencies.

The real question is how much of what you should want. You should decide how much pleasure and how much meaning you want.
You should only choose your priorities regarding this wanting. In the process of choosing,  your mind becomes a battlefield of future scenarios of pleasure and future scenarios of meaning. 
You should think and feel what you really want. Moreover, since your wanting is a product of your being, you should know your W1 and W2 compositions and corresponding natural desires. Only then you can gain control over your being (even your own self image) to prioritize your wantings. The X-man chooses beauty and meaning over pleasure, because this composition is more preferable to the feeler. Nezman creates the most beautiful dream, a dream that entertains the feeler the most. The greedy and whimsical feeler wants every pleasurable experience rooted in W1 and W2 compositions, but there are a lot of illusions as your W1 composition has not capacity to tolerate this much pleasure in time and space.

Time and space impose limitations on how much you can fulfill your deepest desires and be prepared for all those contradictions and disappointments and suffering that these limitations impose. Intellect is the tool that enables feeler to address those limitations, contradictions, and W1 and W2 mathematical equations.

Uncertainty Is a Gift. Mystery Is Sublime.

Not knowing if an ultimate reality exists makes W1 even more interesting. Uncertainty makes you a creator. A large portion of the image of reality is blank, and this makes you a creator. While your L2 lenses try to make the most accurate model of the filled part of the picture of W1, the content of L1 and L3 that fills the blank portion of the reality is up to you. You exert your creativity in constructing your own universe through the content of your L1 and L3.

The vastness and depth of modern science mistakenly provides the illusion of absolute knowledge and certainty. Specialization makes an individual an expert in a narrow field of science, without providing him with a panoramic view of the whole picture. The illusion of certainty becomes so numbing and comforting that he erases any mystery and unknown entity from his consciousness. Through escapism, denial, and other defense mechanisms he evades mystery and uncertainty. Why is death such a taboo for the modern man? Because death is a doorway to mystery. A belief of afterlife depending on whether anything lies after death or not affects one's life.