Love Prefers Equality and Hate Engenders Huge Inequality

Nez: Regarding someone as equal to the self is an attitude of love. If you consider fulfillment of someone’s preferences as important as fulfillment of your own preferences, you have an attitude of love and respect toward that person. However, wishing inequality or creating inequality is a hateful attitude. Slavery is an example of a hateful attitude (and selfishness).
Nezman prefers equality much more than inequality. Nezman finds golden ratios between self’s fulfillment of preferences and others’ fulfillment of preferences. For Nezman, absolute equality is unnecessary and meaningless, but huge inequality is ugly and cruel.

Existing Languages Fail to Describe 3 Realms

Our languages have evolved organically. Languages are W2 entities that try to describe W1 and serve our W3 preferences. Our existing languages are inefficient tools in describing 3 realms. We need a new language (with new vocabulary) in order to describe X and the three realms successfully. One day such a language will come, but in the meantime, I have coined new words and metaphors in order to convey the meanings effectively. New vocabulary and metaphors help you understand yourself, 3 realms, and your reality.

The Bombardment of Useless and Irrelevant Information

The bombardment of information and variety of ideas does not let people choose their own belief systems. An ordinary person with a full-time job neither has the expertise nor the needed time to evaluate and choose one’s own belief system. The first thing you should do is to protect yourself against the bombardment of useless and irrelevant information. The limitation of your W1 and W2 bodies leaves no room for useless and irrelevant information. A useless information is something that does not serve the feeler. For instance, most information that is broadcasted through mass media is aimed at controlling masses and swaying them toward the agenda’s of ruling class that serves the interest of a minority.
The knowledge that serves the feeler is understanding how your feelings are created and how they are controlled. To this end, you should learn about the existence of the feeler and the machinery of X. To understand X, you need to understand three realms, three layers of W2, and the metaphor of hologram lens. Then you will understand how miraculously the feeler evaluates W1 and W2 compositions and gives rise to your qualitative experiences.
The knowledge of X is your first priority. The knowledge of X is the foundation of your castle of thoughts. Learning the 3 layers of W2 will help you categorize ideas based on their use. You will learn how to draw a distinction between the ideas that accurately describe W1, the ideas that are concocted by W2 machinery (and have no root in W1), and the ideas that serve the feeler.
Nezman categorizes importing information and ideas meticulously. Nezman masterfully organizes and distinguishes between his or her own facts, interpretations, and values.

The Metaphor of Hologram Lens

The hologram lens is a metaphor that tries to capture how reality is constructed. Your stream of reality is similar to a hologram construction that comes out of your hologram lens. Your W1 body composition and W2 body composition gives rise to the hologram lens. Every piece of information you receive changes this lens. Every change in your biology affects this lens. Your interpretations about your past and future affect this lens. As the hologram lens transforms, the reality of your universe and definition of the self transform.
Sometimes, these changes are so gradual that it takes a long time for people to realize they have changed. Nezman tries to register any change in W1 and W2 bodies. Nezman carefully guards his or her own hologram lens. The metaphor of hologram lens is the closest concept to what people call it soul.

New Self-Image, New Reality

To reach to your highest potential, you should burry your past and shatter your old self-image. You cannot step into a new reality unless you have a new self-image. Your old definitions impose serious limitations. Until you haven't completely forgotten who you have been, you cannot break away from past realities. However, it is not easy at all. You should be very selective and keep all L2 part of your W2. For instance, you should not forget your strengths and advantages.

5 Types of Relationship to God

5 types of relationship to god:
1- The person loves the God. The person is in harmony with the indoctrinated image of God in his mind.

2- God hates the person. The person makes a mistake and thinks that the God must be angry, or he interprets his bad luck as the sign of the God's anger. Since the person cannot easily bring down the concept of God, the person blames himself and destructs his or her self-image. The perfect God does not love the person anymore. This justifies the punishment.

3- The person hates the god. God's punishment becomes overwhelming (or the feeling of shame and guilt becomes unbearable). The image of the God starts to break down. The beautiful God becomes cruel, betraying, and ugly. Contradictions shatter its perfect image. The person understands that all images of God were illusions.
The person has two paths: revising the image of God or denying it completely. The person feels betrayed and disappointed. He or she destructs the concept of God.

4- The person kills the God. Death of God is the death of meanings. Nihilism conquers the person. The person becomes depressed and endures a reality with no value and meaning. W2 is a chaos and the hologram lens creates the darkest compositions possible.

5- The person creates the God in his own image. The God becomes irrelevant, but the image of God becomes malleable. The image of god becomes man's creation and a means that serves the feeler toward the stream of beauty.

For Nezman the image of God captures the highest degrees of contradictions. Nezman's God is the most beautiful construction (despite the ugliest contradictions). Nezman's God challenges the limitations of Nezman's imagination (the painted image of infinity), but it is not very far from Nezman's self-image.

The Concept of God, by Definition, Is Immune to Any Investigation

The concept of god, by definition, is immune to any investigation. A god who is greater than what you think and you can imagine becomes unknowable. This concept takes us into a vicious circle.
The concept of god is irrelevant. The only relevant thing is our preferences.
W2 (which our mind is part of that) is a mirror that reflects W1. It is a calculator (or a computer) that reconciles the preferences of the feeler with possibilities of W1. W2 serves the feeler. And the feeler has it has opposing and contradictory preferences that makes the job of W2 so difficult (considering the limitation of W1). The only guide is our preferences.

Everything Becomes Boring

The feeler wants novelty. It gets bored of any W1 compositions because W2 becomes numb and changes. If you had enough time enough, everything experience would have bored you. Everything becomes boring or mundane after a while. The feeler plus infinity equals a desire to becoming everything. Deep inside, you want to be everything.

Two Groups Dream About Afterlife

Nez: Two groups dream of another world (afterlife). First, the extremely poor and incapable; those who have no hope of getting what they want in this world. Second, the extremely rich and powerful. They get a lot of what they want, but they realize no matter how much they get, nothing in W1 can satisfy their insatiable appetite. They know that their wanting is infinite, and they understand infinity does not exist in W1.
When a dream comes true or a wish is granted, it gradually loses its value. It becomes mundane and insignificant. This roots in the machinery of X. What W2 registers of an W1 composition can be much greater than the event itself.
Nezman rides a rollercoaster of dreams and fulfillment. For him, it is a game to create the most exciting and beautiful experiences for the self and others.

Nezman Is Free From the Past

You have to free yourself from your past negative experiences. Your memory of past is an illusion (just one possible outcome of X). In fact, your memory of the past affects your dreams (and constructions) of future.
You should dream and construct a meaningful and pleasurable future. You cannot completely free yourself from the past unless you digest the past. You look at it, understand it, and accept it. You do not fear the past; you should even love it.
You detach yourself from the past emotional memories. You understand how X created those ugly and painful experiences. You understand certain W1 and W2 compositions created the reality of that moment and your experience of that reality. Those experiences were inevitable for someone who is living in a concrete reality. A concrete reality that X is on autopilot. If you were a Nezman, you could have manipulated your W1 and W2 compositions to have a different experience. However, it is not too late. Becoming a Nezman will free you from the past. You go back to past memories and look at those past events, thoughts, and emotions through an eye in sky. You re-master the memories in the light of new interpretations, and paint a future afresh and free from the influence of past negative experiences.

Nez' Powerful Metaphors

Metaphors are the vehicles that help us understand something profound or unknown. There are things that are indescribable. Human consciousness is the most unknown entity (while it is the most mundane and accessible to experience). No one knows what is consciousness; it is irreducible and inexplicable experience. Metaphors try to capture its magical essence. An army of metaphors can only scratch the surface to shed light on such an unknown entity.
Imagine the atom metaphor; metaphors such as orbits, clouds, and so on evolved to describe the components of atoms. Such metaphors may not be an accurate model of state of affairs, but they give us more control over nature.
We use metaphors to understand something strange, unknown, or even unintelligible. Metaphors are some scaffolds that help you see an invisible building. You will dispose them after you saw the hidden. Or, you may keep them for a while until you get used to seeing the invisible. Metaphors are astrolabes that help us to discover unchartered territories. The metaphors that I am using are the same. They are the most helpful tools to understand and transform your reality.

For Nezman, Enemy Is an Ally

Life is a fierce arm race. Animals become more complex through competition. Only through an equilibrium of opposites (existence of enemies) life can evolve to become more equipped and more complex. Imagine the lions eat all the lambs. Both lions and lambs become extinct. The game of life goes back to bacteria again. Opposition, animosity, and fight for survival are the main components of growth. Life can go on only if there is no absolute winner. It is a fight that your enemy should survive. Looking at a larger picture, it is not a war; it is a long-term cooperation. Without enemies progress is, if not impossible, very slow. Your enemies are your allies toward your advancement, your wellbeing, and even your survival. Nezman has such attitude toward his or her enemies.

Wealth and Freedom

Most people think that if they become millionaires or billionaires, they become completely free. They are still prisoners of one reality. They may gain power over W1 external compositions and W1 internal compositions, but this is only half of the X equation. Freedom is only partly W1-based, and the majority of freedom lies in W2. The direction of freedom is inside-out, not outside-in. Many rich and famous people commit suicide. Despite having ample W1 control, their reality remained unbearable.

A Rebel Against Nature, A Rebel Against God

Luck is a mysterious concept. Luck is just a name assigned to an unintelligible and unknown concept. Unpredictability of natural events is what we experience everyday. Some W1 events seem unfair to us, and many W1 compositions are not preferable for us. We try to make them more predictable, more preferable, and more beautiful. Inventing insurance is an instance of such a try. Why did the concept of insurance catch on? Because it addresses the unfairness of nature. It serves all members by using some mathematical equations. For instance, when an insured person loses a house because of earthquake, others contribute to rebuild his or her house. They diminish the effect of bad luck. Insurance is revolt against the will of nature and fate. We, as a group, want to play god. We want to make things more preferable and more beautiful.
Nezman wishes for a society with a more beautiful mathematics in terms of fulfillment of preferences. All people have preferences. Their preferences collide and contradict one another. The lucky ones (those who had access to a better nature or nurture) have the means to satisfy their preferences, while many fail. Nezman is a rebel against luck, nature, god, and gods. Nezman discovers his or her version of beauty. Proportions define beauty. Nezman do not aim for equality but hates extreme inequality. Nez was lucky to discover X. He shares the fruit of his good luck with everyone out of love.

What Is Greed? Greed Is an Attitude Toward the Unknown

Greed is an attitude toward the unknown. The greedy fear the unknown. The greedy fear that their preferences are not fulfilled. They try to prepare themselves against all the sources of suffering such as other people, your body, and the nature. However, the greedy forget that the main source of suffering is the self.
You are your own worst enemy. No one can harm you as much as you can do. Greed is a W2 lens that aimed at infinity. Infinity is meaningless (and self-defeating) concept in W1. The greedy anxiously travel in a never-ending roads. The greedy fail to experience a variety of beautiful experiences because they have a narrow focus and a concrete reality.

Metaphor of the Room with Glass Walls

Nez: Imagine that you have been kidnapped and taken blindfolded to a well-lit room. All walls are made of glasses, but outside the walls is pitch-black; therefore, no one can see what lies outside the walls. There is a glass door at the end of the room. How would you feel there? You gaze at darkness outside the glass wall to see something to no avail. Your imagination starts to work hard to understand where you are. You may think that you are in an moving train. You may think that you are at the top of a high-rise or in the middle of a dessert. You may think wild animals outside the walls are waiting for you. You may think this is a practical joke, and your loved ones are waiting outside to laugh at you, or with you. You may think a variety of things, some good and some bad.
You are constantly looking for clues. You to interpret everything. The great extent of uncertainty gradually exhausts your mind. You want to relax. You want to enjoy your stay in this large waiting room. As time passes, you meet other people in this large waiting room, and you ask them about their opinions. Some tell you naive, infantile, or unbelievable stories about what exists outside of the glass walls. Others tell you that they do not know.
If you are smart, you realize nobody knows what is outside. You also realize that what individuals believe about the outside the walls affects their feelings in daily life in the room.
As decades and centuries pass, the smart come up with different definitions for the unknown world outside those glass walls. They realize that definition chosen for the world outside the glass walls will affect the quality of the world inside the waiting room. These definitions gradually evolve to provide the best feeling for and highest harmony among people in the waiting room. The smart even go so far as to paint the glass walls to cover uncertainty and anxiety caused by not knowing what lies outside. Painting the glass walls help them forget that they cannot see and know what is outside those glass walls. However, something else also happens. The murals on the walls introduce different future scenarios (heaven or hell) for different course of actions. Whoever decides about the paintings on the wall gains control over the reality inside the waiting room and becomes a lawmaker.
As time passes, layer-by-layer, new paintings are painted over old paintings, and all those paintings become more believable. People grow up with these descriptive paintings and never question what really is behind the walls. When everyone believes those comforting descriptions, then it seems even more believable. Some of these paintings become religions (painted by prophets and religious leaders). The answers to questions such as what you should do in the room and why the room exists lies outside the room. Religions paint comforting detailed paintings on the glass walls as if they know what lies behind the glass walls.
However, some realize that such paintings are mass delusions. They erase the paintings and discover the underlying glass walls with the unknown darkness behind them. Despite their brave effort, they are not educated and creative enough to paint their own paintings. They replace the mass delusions with something worse like nihilism and depression. After all, it is not easy to replace well-thought paintings created by masters generation after generation (in order provide meaning and comfort in exchange for obedience). It is difficult to break free from a reality that a person has gotten used to since childhood. Facing the darkness behind the glass walls needs a fresh imagination, a new kind of creativity, and bravery. Stepping into a room with dark glass walls needs bravery, intelligence, and creativity.
The magnitude of possibilities, and the extent of freedom that come with erasing the paintings are overwhelming, even frightening. Only those who can understand the gravity of unknown, can overcome the fear of unknown, and have a powerful imagination become such painters. Only a few can erase those paintings and replace them with beautiful and coherent paintings. Nezman becomes such a painter.
Nezman realizes that all the previous paintings are primitive, infantile, and unimaginative. All those old paintings reflect what is inside the room, while the possibilities outside the glass walls are infinite.
Nezman paints the most beautiful paintings on the glass walls. The paintings that create the most beautiful, meaningful and pleasurable reality for him inside the waiting room.

Fear Kills Creativity

Fear is a tool that helps the ruling class to control the masses. Fear kills creativity. In the state of fear, people cannot think straight, and scenarios of future pain and suffering hijack their attention. Fear is one of the most effective tools to control masses because the fearful mass would do anything to avoid those scenarios. For instance, the fear of homelessness and poverty (or fear of losing the current lifestyle) makes people work day and night (without having enough time for critical thinking). They become specialists instead of generalists. When a person’s W2 is full of indoctrinated ideas, the person can create a limited number of scenarios of future. He is doomed to live in a mass reality. This fear can also be the fear of a neighboring tribe, another nation, or even fear of terrorism. Fear of terrorism is yet the most creative tool. The ruling class hates unleashed creativity because individuals with relevant education and creativity can envision a different future that the ruling class has less control or no control. The ruling class, would go as far as, to support real terrorism to create the fear of terrorism in order destroy mass’s creativity and control them. State of fear is a reality that is constructed on perceived or real threats that imply scenarios of future pain and suffering.
Nezman does not feel fear. Nezman only reacts to a real threat.

Thinking Discipline

People, who talk more, think more because language is the tool of thinking, but this does not mean that they are thinking correctly. A large part of their talking and thinking may be repetitive, superficial, fantastic, irrelevant, incoherent, or inconsistent. Thinking correctly needs education. Becoming a Nezman begins with thinking discipline. First you need to know different categories of ideas and territories of thinking. Thinking is a W2 phenomenon, in which the person paints on the inner surface of the bubble. One can project anything on the inner surface of the bubble. You can think whatever you want and say whatever you want. But your statements and thinking can be evaluated from two different viewpoints. First, how much does it correspond to the W1 compositions out there? Second, how much does it serve your W3 preferences? People think and believe things that are pleasing and comforting (even though those things contradict the W1 reality), but sooner or later, they will face the consequences of those fantastic projections. Similarly, people think very realistically, and they experience meaninglessness and nihilism. In W2, you make a small model of W1 reality. If this model is not an accurate model of state of affairs in W1, you are delusional (and W1 reality hits you hard). On the contrary, if you only create an accurate model of W1 reality, you become a prisoner of a concrete, meaningless, and boring reality. Nezman forms an accurate model of the known parts of W1, while he or she creates his own unique model of the unknown parts of W1, W2, and W3. He has a realistic outlook to W1, while he lives in the most fantastic reality.
To do such an impossible, you need first to learn how to think (and explore W2). You need to learn how to interpret the past and how to dream about the future.
Nezman knows that registering an accurate W1 is a tool, and not an ultimate goal. Nezman knows that W1 is unknowable in core, and science or any other tools aimed at serving W3 preferences. For Nezman, thinking is a means that allows your W3 preferences to be fulfilled. Nezman controls his thoughts and all the W2 contents. The content of W2 can only be controlled if you learn thinking discipline. Later in thinking discipline, I will explain three layers of W2 (and their corresponding realities). Nevertheless, thinking and everything else is aimed at creating the most beautiful qualitative experiences for the feeler because the feeler is the soul of your soul.

The Creative Power of Your Imagination Is the Closest Concept to the Concept of God

Nez: God? Are you talking about the God? Your idea of a god or the God is a vague imagination and a bunch of characteristics that you are longing for. If there is a god, it is beyond your imagination. If there is a god, the closest thing to it is the creative power of your imagination itself. Thinking about a god or gods is just an exercise for your imagination. You are just testing the limitation of your imagination. If you take a look at the evolution of the concept of god throughout history, you see how arbitrary this concept is. Thinking about the God in man's imagination leads to a vicious circle because infinity is a meaningless concept in W1 (infinity is a W2 concept). Do not bother yourself with the image of a god, gods, or the God because eventually you are the creator of that concept. Here I talk about my personal god, but you are free to create your own differently.
You can create any god that you want, but do not let your god to be much bigger than you. Expand your god and expand your self-image in parallel to your god; otherwise your self-image is destroyed, and you become nothing more than a spec of dust compared to the magnitude of your god. Experiencing humility is part of the rollercoaster, but when the concept of god dwarfs your self-image, you become powerless and insignificant. You become a prisoner of W1 mathematics and W1 reality. However, there are other types of mathematics; W2 and W3 mathematics contradict W1 mathematics. You should live in all three realms. You should adopt three mathematics appropriately and in a timely manner.
If there is a god with infinite power, he has no fear of making you a demi-god. If a god is really omni-potent, it does not need any praise. Such a god would let you to be the creator of your own reality. In fact, the god has created you in its own image. You are a part of god. You can become a god, yourself. No one can judge you other than you. Such a god does not need to judge you. Why do you imagine god as an external entity? You are everything. You are magical. You are the soul of the
matter. You are the soul of the universe. Never devalue yourself, and go neck to neck with your god.
My god is the greatest. What is greater than a god who gives you everything (you makes you identical with itself)? What is greater than a god who makes you the creator of your own reality? If you are not a god, for sure, you are a demi-god.

Nez’ Astrolabe

Nez: science is the most successful interpretation of the unknown reality, but it is always open to revision. Science registers and explains what is happening out there. Science cannot guarantee that the laws of nature have to work uniformly at all times. We may wake up one day in a world that the sky is not blue anymore. Past observations tell us what has happened so far, and we observe and form a variety of hypotheses accordingly. We utilize induction and deduction to form our successful theories in different branches of science. Science is a successful tool to predict and influence the states of affairs in the three realms. Though, the more we move from W1 toward W3 the predictability and success of science diminishes. As we move toward W3, we step into uncharted territories. There, you need an astrolabe to navigate. Science may or may not become successful in W2 and W3, as much it has been successful in W1. Until then Nez’ astrolabe rules.

Do you Believe in Miracles?

Student: Do you believe in miracles?
Nez: I think that I am a miracle. Should a miracle believe in miracles? Sure. I have seen the magic of X. I am a reality-creating machine. What is more miraculous than that? Thinking and feeling are both magical.
I am a magic, and I believe in unbelievable things. When it comes to unknown and mysteries, I decide what to believe. I decide what reality I like to live in. The greatest miracle for me is the experience of beauty and pleasure. I believe we have the capacity to experience the highest degrees of beauty and pleasure, not just animalistic pleasure, but pleasurable beauty and meaningful beauty. Not a static beauty, an ever-changing beauty. An evolving beauty that changes as our W1 and W2 bodies change. A beauty that is defined differently as we move through the landscape of values.

Self-Betrayal

The most important thing for you is to discover your genuine preferences. Some preferences are short-lived. Some preferences are superficial, and some preferences are deep-rooted in your W1 and W2 bodies. One reason that a person’s self-image gets tarnished by shame and guilt is that the person sacrifices more important preferences for less important preferences. The person feels to be betrayed by himself or herself, and it is the worst feeling. Nezman has a hierarchy of preferences.

Nezman Returns Invincible From the Darkest Place in the Universe

Student: Who are you?
Nez: I am a piece of crystallized thinking. I dove deep into my consciousness. I remained there for 10 years until I discovered X (a reality-creating machine). What I did there was the most difficult thing that a person can do. I questioned everything. I ruined my castle of thoughts. I transformed from a creature to a creator.
I witnessed how my hologram lens is built. I went through years of education, meditation, and bravery. I risked my everything. Did you know that the destruction of the castle of thoughts and hologram lens takes you to the black hole of consciousness? It is the darkest place in the universe, in which everything becomes meaningless. Can you tolerate such darkness and meaninglessness?
It is not a place for the weak, for the unintelligent, and for the faint-hearted. It is the most dangerous for those who have powerful imagination but weak intellect. Similarly, the unimaginative cannot see the depth of the darkness and the zenith of magnificent; therefore, he does not discover anything there.
It is an abyss that you lose everything. You lose your self-image, your beliefs, and your universe. You become nothing (but you gain the potential to become everything). The reality become so unnatural and unbearable that you wish that you seize to exist.
But if you are strong, something keeps you to go on. Something in the strong wants more. The hope of a paradise lives deep inside the strong. The strong trusts the universe. In the pitch-black tunnel, the desire for light fuels your journey. You will overcome the darkness through education, meditation, and creativity. Discovering X will be the beginning of your return to light. It may take you years to return, but you return enlightened, wise, and the master of your own reality. You return as a Nezman. You accept the change and uncertainty. You swim freely and happily in the ocean of unknown. You understand that you are a part of a larger composition, and one day you will join it again.

Nez the Apex of Generosity and Love

What is the most expensive and valuable gift someone has ever given to another? Nez generously gave me my universe. How can I repay such a gift?
He empowered me to create my own beautiful reality. He redefined me. He took me into his own reality and showed me the creative power of X inside me. One day he asked me, “What is the best future you can imagine for yourself?” I said, I don’t know.” He continued, “The Bible and Quran's heavens? Think again. You become everything. You go beyond pleasure and pain. You can simultaneously experience everything and be everything. Your a part of god, and a demi-god yourself.”

Pleasure, Beauty, or Both

Student: What is the most important thing in the world?
Nez: Creation of beauty and pursuit of beauty are the most important things in the universe. You have preferences. You discover the preferences that lead to the most beautiful qualitative experiences most of the times.
Student: What do you mean most of the times?
Nez: To make it clear, I give you an example. Drugs may temporarily provide you with ecstatic experiences, but they also bring more harm and suffering in long-term. On the contrary, you go though the hardships of education, but you reap the benefits for a lifetime.
Student: What is beauty?
Nez: Beauty for you is what you prefer most of the times. Beautiful is a thing, a scene, an idea, or anything that the feeler’s algorithm evaluates as preferable. As I mentioned before, your W1 and W2 bodies give rise to your feeler’s algorithm and your taste in beauty. Therefore, when your W1 body changes or when your W2 body changes, your taste in beauty changes. For instance when you become educated in visual art (gain visual literacy), you can enjoy much more from the nuances and beauty of artworks. W1 body also contributes greatly to the feeler’s algorithm. You find meat delicious, while a cow finds vegetation delicious.
Even a person’s inherited evolutionary biology as a part of W1 body affects your preferences. Why most mothers love their children? Because a mother has such an evolutionary or acquired preference. For a mother devotion is a beautiful preference.
Student: What is the difference between pleasure and beauty?
Nez: Beauty and pleasure are almost the same. Every preferred composition either creates W1 pleasure or W2 pleasure. W2 pleasure is a beautiful meaning that mind perceives. Pleasure of body is the preference of W1 composition, and pleasure of mind is a beautiful meaning, preferable by your W2 composition.